Well, well I forgot something. But now I remember.

 

Hope everyone having fun right now. Laugh. Smile.

 

Well today(25.12.2011), when I open my Facebook, I saw my truly best friend send really sweet message ever. I feel really happy in this morning already. Well my best friend, Taeng, you are my medicine to me right now.

This is she send to me

"Thank you My Pudding . When life gives me a hundred reasons to cry, I want to show life that have a thousand reasons to smile when you're always with me . Remember , your tears is my tears too , your smile is my smile too , your pain is my pain , your happiness is my happiness and your sadness is my sadness . I want to do everything with you . I would never let you go through all of that thing alone . I'm here for you . Always . No matter what time . Every second , minute , hour , day , month or even year :) The best relationship is when two of them can act like lovers and best friends . Somewhere between laughing for no reason, stupid arguments, and making fun of each other, I think we're getting closer . Do you know how hard is my day without you ? Like what I ever told you , I was like a coffee without sugar when you're not with me :( I love it when we always talk like best friends, fool around like children, discuss thing like couple, always protect each other like sisters .. Can you promise me you won't forget me, because if I thought you would, how is my life going to be ? Even though I'm not perfect to be your best friend , I want to thank you for making your voice as the best song in my heart , for making your smile as the best candy in my heart , for making your face as the best wallpaper in my heart , for being so precious until I didn't even want to lose best friend like you . :)When I met you, I would`ve never thought it`d end up like this, but as our friendship grew, I realized how much you meant to me. :) There's always that one friend who can't easily be replaced by others, just because you know that friend is the best one. You're always the BEST one :) You're my Clumsy Mushroom Pudding Fany forever :) FOREVER :) "

 

 This is for her

 

 

I feel like want to cry when reading her message. She the one that know how to appreciate.

 

Last night(22.12.2011), my best friend called me. She told me about what had happened to her on YouTube. It`s about a video that I post. Me and my best friend really mad about that video. It doesn`t said that we like the one who being the topic. That isn`t. We commented the video because we doesn`t like how he said that to his fans. Even thought that his fans are acting like B*tch, still he has to appreciate his fans. If his fans said a bad words to him just ignore or block them all the way. Or make the video for the fans that saying bad words to his. Give them a warning. No need to do a parody like that. That make other fans hurt their feeling. After that mad at me and my best friend. Until capture our comment and post at Tumblr. And he`s kind of coward. He gave a message and doesn`t just comment at the video. What a chicken!!! Chirp! Chirp! Chirp!

And me and my best friend really miss to another. And 10 days more to go school. I`ve kind of excited to go to school. Well because I miss my friend, Taeng a lot. Well I hope we got to go to the same class for next year. * Pray to Allah *

Girls` Generation

Well I love them since last year. Because my best friend tell about them.

They all are SPECIAL. Especially, my Fany Fany Tiffany. Love you all forever.

The guys that I admired right now

Kwon Se In

Nam Woo Hyun of Infinite

Yong Jun Hyung of Beast

Lee Howon a.k.a Hoya of Infinite

I don`t have any idea why I do this

Well, I make this because I`m boring to death.

Title: Heartbroken Song

It will be the last time

You`ll saying ' I love you '

After this all our happiness

We have been through

Turn into memories

While smiling you let go my hand

At first I thought you just joking

But it`s hard to believe

That`s the real thing.

While holding your hand

I cry, I beg, I ask

Why so sudden?

But you didn`t saying anything.

Without mercy, you still let me go

Your steps become farther and farther

Then you`ve gone from my sight

Leaving me alone

Crying alone

My tears are flowing

Wetting my red cheeks.

*You breaks my heart

You promise to me

You`ll take my love

Promise to keep it forever

But you didn`t 

You gave it back to me

Without any reason

And let me go alone

Leaving me with broken heart

After all we`ve been through

The memories

Turn into the sad & heartbroken memories

And I`m the one that will be keeping it

Forever

And I turn it into heartbroken song

I try, harder than ever

But I couldn`t

The more I want to forget you

The more I will miss you

I just couldn`t

You too special to me

When I met you in my dream

I will hug you tightly

But again

You let me go

More terrible is

There someone waiting for you

You go to her

Hold her hand 

Then go away from me

I wake up crying

Alone

No one beside me

Only me

Crying

Repeat *

Everyday

Every night

I miss you

You told me 

I must forget you

Whatever the ways

I`ve been try

But I couldn`t 

If I met you again

In my dream

I tried to wake up

But I just couldn`t

My tears will flowing harder

As the time passes away

All day long

All night long

I`m hoping

If it`s a dream

I`m hoping

If you`ll be back again

But not

It`s not a dream

And

You will never come back

Again.

Repeat *

Crazy, Crazy, Crazy

You make me crazy

Thinking about you

Why?

Why I really hard to

Forget you

You just a bad person

That playing with woman`s heart

Because of you 

My life is ruins

You really breaks my heart

This is for you

The heart-broken song.

Okay, only that. Well I do this yesterday(18.12.2011) at my grandma`s house. I do this not because I just got a fight with my boyfriend. Well I just do this.

 

 

 

Check this annoying video I`ve got from someone that I really admire a month ago....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqSQxOjOCuw&feature=colike 

School holiday?? Well I really boring when thinking about my activity right now. I`m doing the same thing everyday. Wake up in 6.55 am, starting to on my laptop then surfing until 9 am, breakfast with family, taking bath, chit chat with my sis then lunch then watch TV then go to my grandparents`s house, then dinner after go back home after watching TV go to sleep. What a day! I really doing that in almost 3 week. And I really miss my Jelly a  lot. I want my Jelly back!!