Advance

Hello there!~

It is almost the end of the school holiday, so I`m not happy about it at all. No more wake up late, no more TV all day. I hate it.

So, I was thinking for all the time. It is about my advance. My subject is already 9 so I was thinking and kept thinking if I really need them or not. Plus it is going to be hard for me who is a very lazy person.

I had a very hard time with my Principal Account, Add-Math & Commerce. I felt want to cry every time I was answering the question. Everyone could answer it ... even they were below me but ... I was having a real bad time ~.~ How hard it is for me?

So, after there were university students came to my school, they were inspiring me to take more. I was decided to take :

• Physics :{
• Biology ... ( no comment )
• Chemistry ... ( cry harder )
• Geography ...( my school didn`t teach that when Form 4 )
• Economical ... ( it almost like Commerce ... Have to take it for next year competition)

That things kill me! Absolutely, yes!~ I need to take tuition for that crazy things. 5 subjects addition that might kill my brain. I need to help myself since no one will help me! 

I may be crazy but ... I still have something good to do for my own self. I maybe a nerd but at least I do something worthy. Right, huh?~

I am going to show the world that the girl that looks stupid like me can do it.

Plus ... I really need to improve my BM or not I`m going to fail since I don`t know why with my BM is. Otherwise, I`m so embarrassed if I fail.

I also need to be good in my History, that`s need to be improve too. History sounds fun since my teacher is a great and funny teacher but when I was studying by myself, I will say goodnight or do something else!

Also, with others subjects!~~~ So, do wish me good luck! I was way to far from my others bestie. So ... enough about study...Bye

I am so sure if I get 

a good results for SPM

next year

I`m sure I`ll make everyone

face like that ^^

14 subjects

Here I am!~

Month : May

May ...

Good morning everyone in the world!

Well, today is 24th of May so, it is Friday now. It`s already school holidays. And I`m not sure ... how boring I could be.

Well, from 1st May until now, it is so boring. Even though, many things had happened to me and others. But I still felt it was boring.

1st May, was a labor day so it was holiday. I met a very handsome guy but he was older. I knew it because one of his friends was someone who was I know. He was an offshore guy. He had a charisma. Next story, on the same day, my friend, Taeng met a guy who was 17 years older. Never mind, I don`t care.

2nd May, Seororo met a guy too. It was Taeng`s neighbour. She said he was so perfect. He wore a V-line neck shirt with a long sleeves. He wore Rolex. He also wore a nice perfume. Polo, maybe? He also a tall person. He smiled sweetly to Seo. Nice, huh?

Bla ... bla ... bla ...

10th May, Commerce exam.. I don`t think I do better but a few days ago, I got the result and ... it`s okay! It is still A ... So, my dad ... maybe fine but then ...

13th May, not good. I got the result and I`ve got C on my on language. Shit! I hate it. Then ....

Practically, I had turn into a bad result. I don`t know why with my own self. I became a lazy person. Why with me?! I didn`t even want to study. 

Taeng, Yoon and also Seo ... they are all soooooooooooooo diligent. They`ve got a better result not like mine. I hate myself now ... and I don`t know why. Plus, a guy with a big head is back so, he was stressing me out. GO AWAY!!! I HATE YOU!!!

18th May,

Our drama competition. Proudly saying that we had been practicing drama for almost 5 months. That a great thing, huh? I really happy since my school had been the host for this year. Many of my teachers came that day, they even gave us courage. I am happy. I also done my best since my sister had come to see with my parents.

When we were performed, we had got a great respond but ... DANG!

We were winning anything, after a slap from a friend, a slap from me ... Dah! No way!! I hate reality. Can`t I stay in fantasy?

So ... overall ... we lose. I hate it. I didn`t even smiled after the show. That school kept screaming like crazy bcuz they thought they were going to lose but not! That`s good, huh? I love it!!! Bloody school!

So ... enough about today. I`m getting angrier when I replay my memories, so goodbye!

VIXX

Fake!

Hi!~
Okay, it`s been 5 days after 2013. Time walks very fast until I didn`t notice it at all. Well, school ... it is kind of boring. Yeah, maybe it is because I am still doesn`t have any mood or spirit at all.
    Okay, I don`t want to talk about school right now. I want to talk about fake. It is about this girl. Well, she is fine. I know that! But sometimes, she seems fake to me. She is 'spicy'. lol. She was a friend of mine. Not a best friend .. Just a friend. That`s all. Nothing more.
     I am a Sones too, so is she. My best friend was a Sones too, so they were talking about the new Girls` Generation song, I got a boy a few days ago. She was like not herself. Faking!!! Like what I see. She was also like very ... erm, I don`t know how to describe it but she was like very over-reacting.
      I am not sure that my best friends like-or-hate her. I am not sure but this is what I thought. I don`t really like her since before. I was just friend with her, for some kind of kindhearted aim. That`s all ... This is not my best friends  ...